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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 8:56:03 GMT
I am Janette and that is what my parents told me when I saw them again. My last name is Marbury and it sounds like a tree or a kind of candy.
I found this book on the floor and it had empty pages so I took it and now it is my diary. I am sorry for the bad writing because I still need to go to school to remember how to do all this stuff. My parents said that I should be 12 years old but I was taught stuff at home until I could go to the 4th grade.
But that was when I got taken by the Moonmen. That was when I got the cat ears and tail and mind powers but I think they call it a psychic but that makes me feel like I’m scary strong. I just want to be called a Janette or Vair. Those are nicer and do not make people have scared thoughts about me. They just thought I was cute and wanted to touch my ears.
Now I live in the guild with Moonlight and Starlight and Spirit and Snake Guy and Moonlady and Felix and Lisica and Creepy Space Girl. I think that Moonlight and Starlight and Moonlady and Creepy Space Girl are all related because they all are probably from space because Moons and Stars are.
But Starlight and Moonlady don’t have the same skin and Moonlady has weird eyes so I don’t think they are cousins. They are all very nice though so I do not really care and Squiddy likes to cook a lot so he makes very good food.
Done writing now.
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:09:48 GMT
Entry Number 2
I asked Airos friend what to name a part in a diary when you make a new one and she said it is called a Entry so this is entry number 2 and the other one is entry number 1. She said she was surprised that I did not know that because she thought I was super smart.
That is silly because I’m just a kid and I cannot be super scientist smart. I just use big words and stuff because I read minds and stuff so I just put the pieces together. I am good at that. I think.
Anyways I am writing today because Moonlight and Starlight had to leave and they left Spirit in charge of us. Spirit is weird because he is super duper strong but thinks he is super weak around girls like Kisa but I think Kisa is special because she is a bit older than me and acts like an adult. I think she is cool but scary too because her thoughts are always so complicated and stuff. The doctor twin girls scare me a bit too because I read their minds and they already know how to end the other persons sentences… they are friendly though. That weird pirate girl is so loud all the time and wakes me up from my naps so I do not like it when she talks but when she does not she is fine. Spirit has a little sister too but she is just a young kid and her thoughts are weird. Creepy Space Girl is here too but I do not like being around her because she only thinks about hurting people because that is her job.
Everybody was watching Spirit play video games and I was there too but I was invisible because I am a little shy around other kids but the space girl knew I was there anyways. Her thoughts said she had sensed someone else here but she did not know who.
Later during the night I woke up on the couch because I felt someone nearby and I saw that Lily person walking around. She is named after a flower but I do not think she is nice like a flower. I cannot read her mind either so she is like the Soap girl and is probably a psychic too. I don’t think she knew I was awake and was talking to herself about being sorry to somebody. She kept saying it until her tall friend came out of nowhere and tried to cheer her up. I never saw him before but he had brown hair. He said something like they forgive you because you were confused and helped her back outside. I think he knew I was awake but I closed my eyes before he looked and suddenly they were both gone.
I am done writing now and they were pretty weird.
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:10:07 GMT
Entry #3 Day 24
Ate(“Airo’s” girlfriend) taught me how to use punctuation correctly and taught me how to use bigger words and form better entries. I’ll just use days instead of the month and day because I feel that is better.
Today I felt a lapse in my power. I thought things were getting odd with my power but now I see what is going on, my power is stronger now. It’s like it’s on max output all the time, but now I can’t control it like I used too. I think people are talking to me but it’s just me unconsciously reading their minds, whenever I teleport I don’t land where I want, it’s always several feet away from where I wanted in a random direction. Sometimes I’m even facing the wall. I am not worried about this, really. I reversed the process that gave me the powers in the first place, so this is acceptable.
I don’t feel that it’s acceptable that I feel… distant. I read everybody’s minds and I know what they say before they say it. I can see from their points of view by infiltrating their mind, and this way I’ve avoided conflict with everybody. I’ve somehow managed to even be their friends.
But I feel as if that’s not really what I feel in return. Me and those people…we aren’t the same, even between me, Lisica, and Felix we probably don’t even share the same homeland. I noticed now that I am not friends with them by actual interest, but necessity. I wouldn’t have survived without their help, they’re more like guardians to me, like the guild and even my parents are now. I’ve been gone from my family for so long with no memory of them that they are strangers to me as much as a person in the city is.
I hate it. So much. I don’t want to feel like this but what can I do now? Go and ask them about their past? What will that do other than make me know a little more about them?
“Do you want to go out and have some fun?” I’d just feel awkward, it would be a start but… it’s much too often that things go wrong here. Something comes to attack us or somebody comes back injured.
I feel that being a cat has really affected me so badly that now I became distant like one, I still just keep to myself all the time and I even feel a bit annoyed when people bother me. I only feel comfortable near Gencer, Lisica, and Felix but that’s because Gencer doesn’t speak and Felix and Lisica are just the two who kept me safe for so long.
I don’t know what to do.
Entry end.
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:10:33 GMT
Entry #4 Day 60
I had a dream recently, it was like a video recording of that day I indulged in my feelings when I was a cat and got too close to Felix and Lisica. Remembering it now brings a blush to my face and it’s really embarrassing but it makes me sad to know that was the last time I got so close and enjoyed the presence of those two. Feeling “love” for someone.
That was when I had my cat appendages though, and as awkward as it is to say, it’s probably because I was in something animals have every so often. It was bad. I feel bad still because I know Felix and Lisica have the same feelings for me but never did something like that to me in return.
I’m really happy they never did, they’re much stronger than I am in a way and ever since my last entry I felt that if anything there are people I could trust and they are definitely people I can trust.
The world is becoming a very scary place though, I’ve heard Calypso was attacked again by a big scary snake thing, it tore the city to pieces. That’s only after the city was involved in some war between Mythos and Man like Razenda was.
I’m scared, really scared for what ‘s to come in the future for my friends and family…even if I am distant from them. I want to do my best.
I want to protect them, I’m definitely going to.
Entry end
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:10:51 GMT
Entry #5 Day 86
Visions. I’ve been having them in my dreams recently, bad ones.
All I can see is red skies and barren fields. I feel something similar to that strange clone that was taken out of me when I fell into despair so long ago. Except this feeling is large, they’re everywhere.
Clairvoyance through my dreams, but maybe it’s just very inaccurate? I can’t really control them so I suppose I should take them with a grain of salt.
I just want to have some nice dreams…
Entry End
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:11:17 GMT
Entry #6 Day 90
Martians!
Martians are real… but to be honest with the lunarians and dystonians here it’s not REALLY a surprise. Apparently they’ve got a long, long vengeance with the Lunarians for what they did to the Martians in the past.
They look a lot like that Chelleri girl, I don’t really remember how to spell her name. She never said she was martian but we did know she was an alien, but never said she was a lunarian herself…
Today is really exciting.
Entry End
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:12:35 GMT
Entry #7 Day 110
I haven’t seen Starlight in a while, and Moonlight sounded really worried about her. All I read from her mind is that Starlight had went somewhere with that weird grayson person.
Grayson… I never understood him. Something about him always seemed odd and out of place like nexus.
But Nexus felt out of place because he was already dead. I shouldn’t have went through his mind to learn about that but it at least stopped making me feel uneasy. Being half animal when I felt that didn’t help because my hair was always standing up around him. Grayson though, it’s like he’s always surrounded by some shroud of…something. He’s optimistic but he’s got cynical tones to his voice sorta. I stay away from him because I can’t understand him and I don’t want to look into his mind because I feel I might find something I shouldn’t have.
I felt the same way about Lily when I decided to look into her mind anyways while she was playing a prank on the kids, her mental barrier was weakened when she tried to scare them so I entered it then. Black, gooey, slime. No eyes.
Worst of all, there was something else in there. Someone else trying to keep me there.
Curiosity almost killed the cat…
Entry End.
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:13:10 GMT
Entry #8 Day 150
So today it was very quiet, for once nothing was violent or going wrong.
Peace…it is a very nice thing.
I overheard Sky (which is apparently Kysa’s real name) and her thoughts while she was briefly visiting her room for something, she came for some scriptures she left behind but she was definitely feeling some sort of anger or jealousy. She kept going on about “So since he couldn’t stay with me, he gets my half-assed clone, huh?”
I should erase that cuss word before Lisica takes the book from me and reads it... I think she’d respect my privacy though.
Anyways, the images in her mind were thinking about that thief boy but I think that they’re really a girl. But for a clone she doesn’t really look like Sky. She thought about that cop lady and I saw the similarities there though… maybe that’s who Spirit was dating now?
I didn’t know Spirit liked older girls, I think the cop lady would be much nicer to him than Sky was!
Entry End.
Entry #9 Day 155
I'm worried, I've begun to hear strange voices. Voices that aren't from my friends in the guild.
I could normally tell from where the voices would be coming from like a compass in my mind, but this compass is pointing in all directions and making my head hurt...
They started during the afternoon while I was in the lobby. A sunny day that was perfect for lounging and didn't stop until the evening. My head was hurting so much I had to go to sleep early yesterday.
This is awful.
Entry End.
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:13:34 GMT
Entry #10 Day 156
I tried to relax in the kitchen instead today. Nobody needed me for any help so I wanted to play with Viathan. My head started hurting again as i heard the voices again.
I was closer to them this time, I could clearly hear what they were thinking.
"retrieve. retrieve. retrieve." over and over and over.
It was maddening.
I tried asking them what they were trying to retrieve, where they were, and what they were doing but they only replied with this;
"We retrieve because we must." In a disturbing unison.
'We'? 'Must'? This is really scary, but I don't know if these thoughts are real or just a side effect from my power. Even when I had the cat features if I used my power I would get nosebleeds and faint, so maybe I should avoid using my power for a few days?
The mind reading is involuntary though... but walking for a change would make me feel better probably.
I'm sad I didn't get a chance to play today either, I don't think Viathan noticed how I was feeling and I didn't even get the chance to ask him to play in the first place before the voices came surging.
Entry End
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:18:37 GMT
Entry #11 Day 157
I took a walk outside...it was bright and sunny and felt alot like spring but I was comfortable. I could hear birds and sometimes I saw a squirrel.
I went past Mister Gencer and told him I would be back soon and I wouldn't go far. He wasn't there though. I felt embarassed since he's suually always there but I forgot that he went with Kidara in her spaceship.
So I just went into the woods to play. The voices were still there but not as loud anymore. I could hear others more clearly too, but it wasn't people's. Animals!
Normally it'd be hard to even understand them because many don't think words like a person does, but they have feelings and senses and I could sort of translate it into words. Even the voices before were the same but they can't be from an animal... I would have found them by then.
I came next to a tree with a small bear and a hive of bees. That's where it started to hurt again. This time it was even worse than before!
I couldn't even stand after a while and I just collapsed. I fainted after that. I don't know how I got back to the guild but in my dreams I felt the mind of a weird person. They felt as if they were just...natural. Sorta like they were nature themselves. I think they were the ones who brought me back to the guild and even made me a strange pillow out of cloth from something and soft leaves as stuffing.
I don't know what to do anymore... maybe I should ask someone for help now but they're all asleep since it's nighttime by the time I'm writing this.
Entry end.
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:22:40 GMT
Entry #12 Day 158
Bugs!
It all makes sense now, I'm glad that Velvet girl was around so I had to leave the room or I wouldn't have noticed the ants coming in from the windowsill in the lobby.
I heard about bugs like ants, they aren't dumb but don't usually think by themselves if I remember correctly. They all think the same thing when they're working!
Then outside with the bear and the tree, there was a hive of bees and they could do the same thing!
I never thought that this would happen since I never had issues with my previous features, and these guys weren't here during the winter when I first lost my features anyways, so i couldn't have known... I wish I did so I wouldn't have the headaches.
Now I can just adjust my telepathy to filter through that combined mindset and sometimes i can even tell them to go away.
What a relief.
Entry End.
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:24:20 GMT
Entry #13 Day 184
I found a dog near the grass I sit at!
Without Gencer to be mean and scary and nobody usually around anymore he just came inside!
He's a ncie dog and let me pet him.
He has patchy fur though and is very skinny, he says he is weak but I gave him some food.
He left a little bit after that, I wonder if he has a home?
Entry End.
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:26:30 GMT
Entry #14 Day 185
He came back!
He says he doesn't have a home and just lives near the beach.
After he left I went to surprise him because I remembered how his little den looked like by reading his mind. I apologized but he didn't mind.
I enjoyed his company for a little while before I had to go home because it was dark. I think he likes me too!
What a nice dog.
Entry End.
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:26:56 GMT
Entry #15 Day 190
I've been visiting him everyday since and feeding him stuff I get from the kitchen. He doesn't seem to be getting any bigger but at least he's happy.
I decided to surprise him with a chocolate candy bar I found in the cabinet and gave the entire thing to him since he was such a good boy. He seemed hesitant but I insisted since he's my friend and ate it.
He didn't seem to mind it much, I guess dogs don't like chocolate?
We enjoyed ourselves a little longer and I came back to the guild.
Tomorrow I'll bring him some more bread!
Entry End
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Post by Ritzz on Aug 27, 2016 9:27:24 GMT
Entry#16 Day 191
I found him today at his den laying down, he looked very sick. He said he's been sick ever since last night and I don't know why. Maybe some of the food I gave him should have been cooked or maybe he got a cold? I came back to get him a blanket.
I hope he gets better.
Entry End.
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